Saturday, August 29, 2009

summers going away

summer is coming to a close and my last year of high school is right around the corner, they big year where im not along a minor and now considered an adult.
this summer alot of things happened. and right now i try to be as optimistic as i can with how my life is moving along. optimism gets me through most of the day but there comes in the point of the day where i just wanna crack. maybe its because i cant tell some of the people who i think im closest with some of my secrets. if there close to me then it shouldnt be that hard right? but i dunno what would become of our friendship after they find out.

this summer i learned that not everybody is not perfect. but im totally fine with that because i see that some people who i thought would not understand may actually feel what im feeling sometimes.

i also learned that people who you think you are close with can turn out to be all fake when it comes to the friendship. times when i thought we were having fun this person was just doing it for something else.

also there are such things as oneway friendships where you might be like the tissue if you know what im saying.

but ive also found some people who i come to trust and who do not judge for what ive done in the past. they look past it all and help not fall back as i go into the future.

summer list still
-saturday- joan chillin?
-sunday- catherine y yoon :)
-monday-TBA
-tuesday- joan and yukari
-wednesday-NRB?!
-thursday-EARS?!
-friday-SHARON B
-saturday-TBD
-sunday- dunno

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