relapsed

at this point i can say that i am offcially relapsed into some old habits.

stupid?

yeah i guess it is but its fun at the same time.

these people there bad people?

you can say that i guess.

but there actually true friends. some of the people i did think were my true friends i see now that they just know nothing about me. and ive come to the point where i dont really want to deal with their shit. of course there are still some true friends who do try to help me out but there often busy and im not saying like they need to help all the time. but what im actually saying is that i know they have good intentions and that there good people but they got stuff to do and i shouldn't really bother them. and im not hating on them or anything too.

this gives me more time to chill with some of the homies and have some fun rather chilling with some people where i have to watch my language even its just like shit, or watch i talk about cuz if i say a girl is pretty there like oh lets change the subject, or the music i listen to is rap or stuff then its bad. chilling with some of the homies is where we can do whatever we want to do. and tats all there is to it.

i think the term friend has become such a vague term in today's society. the definition of acquaintance has taken the spot of the actually definition of friend.

welcome to the relapse fckkkk