Funny

that little music player i got on the left.

were filled with hip-hop/rap songs but they all got deleted from the player from the site where i get it from and the song that happens to be the starting song now is a Christian song

winter break

Dear winter break

my last winter break of high school and you sure did make a big impression. I can easily say that this was the best winter break of life so far. Hopefully in college ill have better ones. I just want to start of with the kickbacks and the chill days with the homies is always even when we do nothing and just make lip sync videos and make some noise. and always chillin with the north girls is always fun too. i wanna thank you for the macbook that has come in handy in so many ways during this break. with the webcam and the wi-fi we were able to accoplish so many. i wanna thank you for the two flat tires in the same week so i can learn how to fix it. and making one of the flat tires on the freeway makng me fear my own life while fixing on the side of the free with cars dashing by me at 80 mph and for high way patrol making sure i knew it was flat but not carding me. for all the green trees you gave me and my homies. and for the liquid substancse we consumed thanks break. and for making me drive through compton and go local from cerritos to torrance due that same flat tire. loll it was a fun a drive though thanks to that same macbook. for making me smarter when it comes to the girl i like thanks mang. and of course the best new years of my entire life. Together As One 2009 where i became best friends with so many people there just yelling happy new years and 100s of people just joining me in it. For the fifteen new years kisses and the freak dances while Guetta kaskade and schulz did there thing on the turntbles. and almost getting dehydrating from dancing. it was all worth it.
2009 did its thing. it was fun

2010 is gon be better i can just tell.
ive never been this excited for a new year
lets go
tear shit up

Untitled

When I first met you i thought you were the shit
But now that I know you, you aint even half of it
I should've listened to what my homies told me
I feel so dumb. should've seen this shit coming
And now I'm sitting here feeling like a dummy
Cuz i wasted all this time gas and money
For dumb bitch who was just using me
I was blinded by looks how could I not see
That i was being played like a game
Was that your number one aim?
To make me go crazy to make me go insane
Make me think about you day after day
Well it worked, now do me a favor please go away
Cuz now Im moving on with my life
Looking towards the bright side seeing the new lights
And i know imma be alright

Chorus:
Girls always with there special gifts
make guys always wanna go ape shit
then they drop em like theres nothin to it
messed up those damn bitches
but there gonna be one girl in our life
gonna make us feel like were the perfect guy
until then just open your eyes
it gon be aightt

Verse 2
I look back I dont know what I saw
dont know how your face made me drop my jaw
to be honestly honest you aint even that beautiful
dont why when i talked to you my word would stumble
Damn how did this allhappen
one moment i feel in love the next i question
why are you really here?
just wanna give me more tears?
i guess things just arnt the way they appear
and i know it for a fact
cuz in the begining i thought you were all that
thought you and me would be a perfect match
but i guess you can blame it on destin
that you and i were never meant to be
but IDGAF ill just stick to my beats
and call that girl on my street Bitch

Chorus

Verse 3
See now im keeping my head up
cuz i know the people who i can trust
when looking for a girl going through pain is must
and if one doesnt work out dont think your out of luck
all you gotta do is get back up
and continue to keep on moving
and soon enough you gon see another lady
and she gon drive you reall crazy
who knows she might even be your next baby
and if it dont work dont think your done
just go out there and have some fun
and eventually you gon get some
trust it its gonna come

Chorus

Damn

I really dont get you sometimes. Sometimes i feel like you and me are like the perfect combination and we always get along. Other times your such a bitch and i feel like i just want to shake the shit out of you. The thing is Im always nice to you, Im always there for you if you get in trouble or if something comes up but your not. I feel like i do so much work to keep our friendship going but still you just take it all for granted. And i dont think you really know this but it does effect me alot when you treat me like shit. It effects me alot more when you do it than when other girls do it because your definately not like other girls. I dont get it. If its something i did i really wish you talk to me about it instead of just giving me attitude and shit because that wont solve anything. I miss you very much<3